Chillin at the LBK Lounge

Well Hello. Aren't you lookin mighty tasty today. I love it when you were that...yumm you know what I am talking about.  *kiss kiss

So I have decided the way I struggle in picking a blog format is similar to or describes the way I live life: undecided and able to choose one thing. *sigh Though I think I am getting close, the dang computer just will not upload my new pic and I promise this one will not be a full screen shot of Sam's head as beautiful as it maybe it is just unnecessary.  

The last week of the Break what is a girl to do,  go to LA? OK down. I fly out to see Ashleigh in two and half hours. I am just waitin for Blake to get down with class and then he is taking me to the airport. I have been chillin in LBK (Lubbock) for the last WEEK. I am pretty sure this is the most time Blake and I have ever spent together. Tuns it doesn't make me want to kill. I suppose that is a good sign for out future.  I was not initially going to stay this long with him, but I am glad I did. His bro is not here this semester because he has a coop in Houston and besides ryan, the bro Blake pretty much does not have anyone he can just chill with all the time. 

This week has def made me realize how blessed I am to have such good friends (YA'LL). For some reason Blake just has not been able to do that here. Be prayin for him, he struggles with feeling lonely and will be really missin the bro after I leave. 

We did not do anything to spectacular, but I think thats what made it more fun. It was just blake and sam being blake and sam. 

Also, I realized I am over the "girl" situation. I did not run into her, but I did not care if I did. This ways a big step for me and knowing the main reason I was holding onto that hurt or anger was to just have an excuse to be that catty/bitchy girl. I do not know why but secretly that was fun to me. I guess its because I am never that girl and I pretty much let things go like that for the most part and then I finally had an excuse to be "Oh noooo you didn't bitch! You better step back from my man, hussy". Its Over. 

Well I will have to let you know what happens in Cali when I get back to school, Blake is here and know I gotta catch a plan. LOVE LOVE

I can  not wait to to see ya'll, I am sad it is the last week of the break, but secretly NOPE. I am very ready to get back to the beaut and play and perhaps do more work this semester than last. 

**I am not coming back engaged.