New Loves

Disclaimer: I write this after several glasses of wine and a delicious dinner with perhaps a couple sour gummy worms thrown in there : )

New Loves

As I have grown into my twenties (in 2 yrs we will be in our mid-twneties *weird*) I have discovered several new loves. In life I do like it simple connected and slow. I love composting. I love cooking-baking to be exact. I love being social, something I thought I never would be as my nerdy anti-social jock high school self. I love social media-connecting with people and all new ways. I love reinventing-making the old and forgotten beautiful and cleaning out sorting out please more the better.

Its so interesting as we develop in life-and see our selves change or likes dislike loves desires... I can only imagine what they will be when I am 50...hmm loooking forward to it. I picture it best with me seeping whiskey on the rocks with julie and amy. Julie with something girlie yet quite classy and Amy with a gin we sharing beaut, men and work stories-mainly how we now have to deal with saggy wrinkly old men balls and us deciding to be cougars for life...haha I dont know what I just wrote. but I like it.

Mentioning loves....ok I have a secret to share...I am back to seeing blake. He has pulled me back in and I like it. I just can't shake the kid. He will forever make me laugh, his lips are still the best I have kissed and these days that is gettin to be a lot. He is so smart and for the first time in a long time he is letting him self love me all of me. He recognizes that for the reasons he loves was also the things he was trying to cut off-he was scared of , but he merely is embracing it.

Me I am not totally sure..with that love word, but I do as I always have enjoy being around so much, but I still have a cautious heart as I think I most def have the right too...so I think that is the reason for my continous dating...dudes I have been on way too many dates since I have been in austin. It is tiring me out. This week has been four different dates in one week...no thank you tired. But there is one guy who I really like. His name is Donald, but I think I may really only like him and be letting myself like because he moves to london at the end of september, so there are no complications...oh who knows love love love....I like loving non-suppose to love things like fresh scones not the actually kind haha.

I am so glad I got to see y'all at the wedding and we must plan our get together again soon. I am thinking a first weekend of october visit to como if anyone else is interested. And Ames I am comin to boston soon!! how does october 9th sound for me and a friend staying with you .... : )

Love