The hardest words I have ever had to write:

Dear Blake,

I am ready. I am ready to be happy with you and to do what it takes to support the longevity and growth of that happiness. I am not going to hurt you Blake. I do not want to hurt you. I am ready to put "the cycle" down, the stubbornness down, the competition down, the pride down and just give you my heart. I am ready to move to Houston with you to grow our love.

Are you ready? Are you ready to let Cassie go, to let any other girl that might walk into your life go? Happiness for us is within our grasps. We just have to grab it together. Are you ready to leave your fears of me leaving you in Houston alone and heartbroken, of my word not being true, of my heart hardening to you while I am down there; are you ready to leave these behind to let them go.

That's our first step: to believe each other, to trust each other to stop letting our fears rule our hearts.

Here is my heart Blake. It is your for the taking. If you can not let these things go then please let me go.

Let me know what you can do.

Samantha Harmon 

This is where my heart and my mind has been since I have been home, but no more. Its decision time after this either way I am free. I can move. I can rest. My heart can be still.  

I love you guys.